GOD KNOWS

God is everywhere

I am god

Hunted, venerated

Celebrated,reviled

Taken for granted,forgotten

Never ever out of your mind

All roads lead to me

The question is

Do I really want to be found?

What is it I want?

Do I even know want?

Leave me alone

Leave yourself alone

Breathe, or don’t

Chaos silence indifference beauty

Too many words

Too many meanings

Again striving for expression in words.

Feel

And fat tomes will tell you

It is all illusion

Faith is the greatest

Then there is Love

All is one

Such high -faultin gibberish

at least i think so!

So I’ll go

tilting at philosophical windmills

till breath stops

and I still know

Nothing

or shall we be pompous?

a little bit of everything!

at the very least

a lot more than you ever will!

I’ll be back!

The hideous horror of it

The untainted joy!

To see,touch ,hear, smell and taste

Revel in any other labeled senses

Get intoxicated

in the sheer variety

Despair in the multitude of choices

Play like a kitten

with a ball of yarn

tangled

maybe get strangled!

Fear not

I have nine lives

And eternity

If not

Well, I did play

With greys and golds

Violet, indigo, blue, green, yellow, orange and red!

There you have it

You may come see me now!

My justifications are ready

Bring out the foolscap

And the ink

New sounding philosophies for old!

Dread me and be in awe

want me, pray to me

Then love me

Betray me

Me,me,me

When you tire

Turn out the light

Or switch it on

On off

Yes no

Within without

This that

And all in between

And around it!

I know, I know

God knows!!